CREON NOTES – March 2021

Human anxiety is a form of anger and has at its source the fundamental need for survival. When soul, or light being, takes on a human host and incarnates, part of its light remains behind thus the incarnated soul is not the total of its entirety. Through its incarnation it takes on a host in the form of a human body which has its own nature and expression and this explains the battle nearly all humans experience within themselves, to stay with the light form or express the material animal form.

Emotions arise in the the human body form, sometimes referred to as the brain stem. It is here that unpleasant emotions are experienced and expressed and this is normal. Not always desirable but normal according to how the body/mind/soul construct works. It is very persuasive and deeply conditioned, which makes negative emotions more or less acceptable as all people have them. But it does not nullify the power of the in-dwelling light form, or soul, which always has the power to deflect the severity and results of these expressions.

All emotions belong to the human host part of each person and experiencing these emotions is part of the reason for soul to incarnate in human form. Soul, or light being, is part of Source and cannot be considered separate. Religions have perpetuated the idea that “God” is somehow completely separate but this is not the case. Part of everything that lives is imbued with Source energy and upon death returns to the wholeness of itself, whilst retaining its sense of individuality.

The purpose of human life is experience and it is the gift of Source itself that you incarnate. You do not lose the Light although upon taking on a human host and entering the denser vibration of the material world it mostly feels very much dimmed. Loneliness and the longing for love may look like the need to find another person or tribe, but the real root of this longing is the yearning to merge back into the oneness of the whole self. You do indeed have a “higher self” although this principle is not quite understood by most people and in fact does not need to be. All you need to know is that this will happen on cessation of the human body and this sense of wholeness is natural.

What does matter is that you experience the vast range of life in human form that you committed to having before incarnation. The greater the desire to live from the soul’s perspective the easier those experiences will be.

In taking on a human host it is the imperative of the soul to work with that host and train it. In the animal kingdom the training is very clear as the mother sets about training her cubs or pups as soon as they are born. The inbuilt survival mechanism demands this so it is automatic. This aspect of life also applies to human parents with new babies and it is instinctive.

It is this principle that must be played out when Soul takes on a body and the battle starts when Soul feels unable to resist the cultural medium it finds itself in. Through life experience most people will tame the human host to some extent, many very well and some not at all. But you are dealing with a part of your own self that will stay in animal form as far as its emotions are concerned unless you do your best and work to train the emotional self. This is a very fine balance because on the one hand you are born to experience emotion and physical desire and on the other hand you require a degree of inner surrender to the light within in order to diminish that which is painful. It is a conundrum that exists for most people throughout life.

The most important thing to remember is that you are innocent and are not being judged. The only judgement you receive that seems to matter to you is from yourself. Source does not judge, It only loves and love is the most important thing in all of life. You are not alive to earn stripes or medals in Source’s mind, for you already are part of Source, which is infinitely creative and has no bounds to It’s knowledge and abilities. Guilt is a pointless emotion which stems from human societal behaviour and has nothing to do with Source. Remorse is a different thing, it is the opportunity to learn something new.

Anger in all its forms including anxiety stems from survival needs and in its extremes simply indicates the need to pull back from the material mind and rest in your own Soul’s embrace. The easiest way to deal with painful emotions is simply to notice them and allow the mind to rest.

It is imperative that you take care of your human host body as well as you can, but know that when its life cycle is complete the real you will continue to be and remain conscious and aware. It does not matter whether a human life is long or short, what matters is that the indwelling soul has the experiences it set out to have before taking on a human host.

You did not come to life in this dimension to be punished even though it sometimes feels that way. You came to life to experience, the greatest experience is that of Love itself, in all its many forms. Source does not judge experience the way the human mind does and each person has within them the ability to stand back from the duality of believing in good and bad experience. The safest place you have is within you, right there where your heart is, for this is the beacon light of the Soul who you really are.